The Random Of My Life

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Mon, 31 Dec 2012 11:48:21 +0700

Malam ini kan malam tahun baru.

Mungkin aku tidak akan kemana - mana.

Aku memilih berdiam diri di dalam kamar yang sepi dan memainkan jari-jariku, mengetik beberapa kata-kata untuk harapanku di 2013.

Semua boleh berharap di awal tahun, tapi mana yang akan aku pilih? Aku memilih berharap untuk kemudian aku wujudkan atau aku hanya berharap dan semua menjadi mimpi?

Entahlah.. aku cuma bisa mengikuti arus waktu yang tidak akan pernah bisa ku ulangi jika kegagalan mampir sejenak ke dalam hidupku lagi di tahun 2013 ini.. hehehe

Audio

Mon, 31 Dec 2012 11:42:48 +0700

Kangen si rana umur segini hahaa

Mon, 31 Dec 2012 11:40:20 +0700

Kangen si rana umur segini hahaa

2012

Mon, 31 Dec 2012 11:36:17 +0700

Dalam hitungan jam, Tahun 2012 akan berakhir.

Tahun ini rupanya masih belum menjadi tahun gue.

Tahun ini juga masih menjadi salah satu tahun teberat yang pernah gue jalanin.

Banyak hal tentang 2012 yang gak bisa gue perjelas satu persatu di sini.

Tapi so far, gue berhasil ngelewatin ini semua.

Dan gue rasa gue berhasil juga menjadi lebih kuat lagi untuk menyambut si 2013..

Thought via Path

Mon, 31 Dec 2012 11:24:10 +0700

anggieka:

“Kamu adalah orang paling Keras kepala dan sulit yang pernah aku kenal. Tapi kalau aku harus mengulang hidup aku lagi, aku akan tetap memilih kamu.” -Ainun – Read on Path.

Just a cute lil' conversation

Mon, 10 Dec 2012 01:08:57 +0700

He’s my old friend..

For quite long time, I never see him again..

And tonite he chat me on facebook..

We talk much as we talk a years ago..

I don’t know why, I feel kinda miss him so much..

He has a girlfriend now, he never told me about his girfriend until i saw his girlfriend picture on his facebook by myself..

Kinda weird..

Because, as long as I know him..

He never brave enough to get closer with some hot chicks hehehe

But I feel happy for him..

The best for both of you..

For your new relationship..

Suatu Malam

Mon, 10 Dec 2012 01:00:39 +0700

Lagi..

Malam ini aku mulai memikirkan kenapa aku berada di dunia ini?

Merasa tidak pantas itu bukan hal yang asing lagi buat diriku.

Apa ya kira2 alasan yang Kuasa memilihku untuk menjalani kehidupan yang gila ini?

Seandainya aku licik, mungkin aku sudah mengakhiri ini semua terlebih dahulu tanpa memandang takdir yang telah ditentukan oleh yang Kuasa untukku di masa depan.

Namun, harus seberapa kuat lagi membangun pertahanan diri yang semakin hari kurasa semakin terabrasi oleh waktu?

Terkadang aku merasa semua orang menganggap remeh tentang aku.

Mereka bahkan tidak pernah mengerti tentang kehidupan ganda yang sedang aku jalani.

Ya.. Kalian semua tidak akan mengerti gimana menjadi diriku, sama seperti aku yang tidak akan pernah mengerti menjadi diri kalian.

anggieka: nelen ludah aja deh gue mah ngeliat ini -,-“

Sat, 08 Dec 2012 16:01:28 +0700

anggieka:

nelen ludah aja deh gue mah ngeliat ini -,-“

Tangga - Cinta Tak Mungkin Berhenti (by TanggaVEVO)

Thu, 25 Oct 2012 17:41:30 +0700

Tangga - Cinta Tak Mungkin Berhenti (by TanggaVEVO)

MAUDY AYUNDA - OST. PERAHU KERTAS | VC Trinity (by vctrinity)

Thu, 25 Oct 2012 17:39:20 +0700

MAUDY AYUNDA - OST. PERAHU KERTAS | VC Trinity (by vctrinity)

Somebody That I Used To Know - Gotye

Thu, 25 Oct 2012 17:33:01 +0700

[Gotye:]
Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it’s an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I’ll admit that I was glad it was over

But you didn’t have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don’t even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and I feel so rough
No you didn’t have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don’t need that though
Now you’re just somebody that I used to know

Now you’re just somebody that I used to know
Now you’re just somebody that I used to know

[Kimbra:]
Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
Part of me believing it was always something that I’d done
But I don’t wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn’t catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

[Gotye:]
But you didn’t have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don’t even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and I feel so rough
And you didn’t have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don’t need that though
Now you’re just somebody that I used to know

[x2]
Somebody
(I used to know)
Somebody
(Now you’re just somebody that I used to know)

(I used to know)
(That I used to know)
(I used to know)
Somebody

It Will Rain - Bruno Mars

Thu, 25 Oct 2012 17:28:22 +0700

If you ever leave me, baby
Leave some morphine at my door
‘Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have
We don’t have it anymore

There’s no religion that could save me
No matter how long my knees are on the floor
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I’m makin’
Will keep you by my side
And keep you from walkin’ out the door

Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it’ll rain, rain, rain

I’ll never be your mother’s favorite
Your daddy can’t even look me in the eye
Oooo if I was in their shoes, I’d be doin’ the same thing
Sayin’ there goes my little girl
Walkin’ with that troublesome guy

But they’re just afraid of something they can’t understand
Oooo but little darlin’ watch me change their minds
Yea for you I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ‘til I’m bleeding
If that’ll make you mine

Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain, rain, rain

Oh don’t just say, goodbye
Don’t just say, goodbye
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ‘til I’m bleeding
If that’ll make it right

Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
And there’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
And just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it’ll rain, rain, rain

Silly Face -___-

Thu, 25 Oct 2012 17:26:30 +0700

Silly Face -___-

GACAN

Thu, 25 Oct 2012 17:25:36 +0700

GACAN

with classmates

Thu, 25 Oct 2012 17:06:09 +0700

with classmates

Katy Perry - Thinking Of You (by CapitolMusic)

Thu, 25 Oct 2012 15:50:39 +0700

Katy Perry - Thinking Of You (by CapitolMusic)

Bruno Mars - It Will Rain [OFFICIAL VIDEO] (by Bruno Mars)

Thu, 25 Oct 2012 15:15:00 +0700

Bruno Mars - It Will Rain [OFFICIAL VIDEO] (by Bruno Mars)

Gotye - Somebody That I Used To Know (feat. Kimbra) - official...

Thu, 25 Oct 2012 15:14:04 +0700

Gotye - Somebody That I Used To Know (feat. Kimbra) - official video (by gotyemusic)

hello baby :*

Thu, 25 Oct 2012 15:11:25 +0700

hello baby :*

Photo

Thu, 25 Oct 2012 15:01:56 +0700